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[Of course he's upset... but he leans into the little nose bump regardless. Like a cat, the both of them. Still he sulks a bit more, looking away when Constantin leans back to catch his eye. Not because he doesn't believe him but... because he does.

He's not quite done being melancholy just yet and he knows the moment he meets those lovely amber eyes he's going to smile and melt and any chance he might have had at getting a tad more doting will be gone. It is upsetting though so he doesn't want to just... immediately excuse it.

Lorenz is doomed the moment that kiss lands on his knuckles, still pouting just a little, though he hardly needs to with kiss bruised lips. He finally looks up to meet Constantin's gaze. He wants to call him out on the little white lie in there. Quite pretty hah. But he doesn't dare bring attention back to his own fumbled words and foolishness. ]

You really are lucky you're so charming, you know. Anyone else would be likely to have gotten a hand print for their troubles, not a chance to apologize.

[Constantin is no poet; it endeared him, to say the least, but if Lorenz wants to skip over the actual pretty words part, he's willing. This time when he lets go of that hand to slip both arms around Lorenz's waist it's just to hold him snugly, not pull him anywhere. Apparently he's charming, so he can surely get away with just this, too.]

You're as generous as you are lovely! Perhaps I ought to thank you, as well.

[For not slapping him... how close did he come to getting slapped without even knowing it... Haunting.]

So... are you alright?

[The words weren't pretty though. He knew that and honestly, looking back on it only made him cringe. Metaphors? No, not even. Similes. And that was the best he could come up with? Goddess save him.

But this is nice, too. Just... letting Constantin hold him, shuddering slightly with the aftershocks of sensations that were all too foreign to him. Every brush of his collar or ghost of his hair had him twitching slightly. Enough to have him laughing at himself, a little, embarrassed at how overly sensitive he is to all of this.]

I... am...? Embarrassed but... not as bad off as I could be? [Taking that time to pause, to let him work through things before the actual kissing began on the couch. (Making out? Is that what this is? Was? Oh Goddess what has he done?)]

[Hmm. It is nice to hold him like this, a warm and comfortable weight leaning against him, much as, ah... well, to feel him shiver and see his well-kissed mouth is distracting, much as Constantin is behaving himself right now. He shifts into something closer to an earlier position, when Lorenz had had his head on his shoulder - that's cozy, and cozy sounds good right about now.]

Well, I am undoubtedly glad for that. You needn't worry about me chattering away about this to anyone— I'm not that kind of man.

[He will tell anybody who stands still long enough about his lifetime of trauma, but kissing and telling? That's just gauche! Imagine the gall!]

I appreciate your discretion.

[Yes, this is nice, very nice. Constantin is warm and this is cozy and he's quite content to just snuggle in against him for the moment. Of course as he settles in he has to straighten his shirt a little, fixing the collar, adjusting where his cravat is after Constantin had pushed it down.

His breath catches, surprised when there's a gentle heat to that pressure, nothing substantial, really, but not something he's used to and he finds himself stroking over the spot, fingers sliding over silk.

..... wait....

Did that..... no. don't be silly....

Did he????]

I thought you might.

[A touch amused, but he's serious about that discretion, so it works out. He's happy to sit back together like this and idly watch Lorenz fuss at his clothes, and—

Ah, and.

Constantin purses his lips, gaze sliding... away... to look at the wall. Boy, that sure is a wall. He's never done anything wrong in his life, don't freak out—]

Something the matter?

[All he'd needed to do was keep his mouth shut. Lorenz was thoughtful but wasn't planning to say anything. Brow furrowed, fingers petting over the spot on his throat, a little shiver of warmth rushing through him.

And then Constantin speaks. Not to him, very pointedly not to him.]

Constantin... [A note of warning in his tone. A pause, staring hard at the blonde.] You didn't.

[Ahaha... well, he's done a lot of things today, so that's not very specific! Maybe he doesn't know what Lorenz is talking about, except for how he very obviously does.

He glances back at him, at least.]

Now, consider this... [it was fun? no-] It's a highly discreet location! Your collars are spectacularly high.

Constantin!!

[For a moment Lorenz just curls in on himself, buries his face in his hands, blushing so hard he feels as though he should be outright glowing. His breath rushes out in a frustrated huff and then he's spitting out an admonishment.]

I can't believe you-

[Lorenz pries himself off the couch, striding across the room toward a window that he might be able to catch a glimpse of his reflection in. He's already undoing the knot of his cravat, tucking it into his waistband so he can unfasten the top button and try to see how bad it is.]

[Oh, there he goes—]

It's hardly noticeable!

[Well, it's a mark on his neck, there's no denying that at all. It could be... bigger? Darker? Neither of these are going to help Constantin's case, and fortunately he does realize this.

After a split second he pushes himself up to follow after Lorenz, hovering at his side. It's small, it could be worse...]

I don't suppose being mesmerized by your exquisite beauty is going to get me out of this one?

Hardly!!

[He practically shouts that last, tugging at his collar and looking at his reflection. It's hardly as clear as a mirror would be but it is still clear enough to show the soft red mark on his neck.

Surprisingly, though, Lorenz' shoulders relax and he lets his hands fall away from his collar once he gets a look at it. He's seen enough in his academy days (often on Sylvain) to have expected something large and dark, a heavy purple bruise. This... is actually relatively small and light.

He rounds on Constantin, grabs at one wrist, tugging him in close. Still very much not impressed but not as outraged as he had been.]

What was that? What are you going to tell me to earn your forgiveness?

[Go on, sir. Tell him how beautiful he is. It's a start, at least.]

[Ah, hello— Pulled in close, he looks up at Lorenz with a faint blush, momentarily surprised by the abruptness. He does get over it quickly, lifting his other hand to brush against Lorenz's cheek.]

Only that your beauty struck me so very deeply I could hardly think about anything else! Just look at you— no one could blame me.

[Nobody at all, perhaps not even very pretty men fussed over what he does with his mouth, hmm. Consider it. Constantin's hand drops down to his chest, fingers curling lightly in the fabric of his shirt.]

And as lovely as your sweet skin just so happens to be, I thought, why, I must of course endeavor to make this man feel... good.

[He was there, he heard the noises, he thinks he did a pretty commendable job at that much. Should he add marks under poorly-timed laughter on his mental list of things to avoid? Pity.]

[Lorenz can't help it. He laughs despite himself, smiling and tilting his head in to rest against the hand at his cheek.]

Well I see your flattery gets more... mmm verbose when you think you're going to get in trouble.

[Still the pause, the way he says that last word, it makes his cheeks flush and he glances away briefly. Ah... yes. He did achieve that quite well. Maybe too well.]

Well, is it working? Am I narrowly escaping certain disapproval?

[Eh? Eh? Just look him in the eyes and try to stay mad at him, go on. He shifts his hand to catch a lock of purple hair and twirl it loosely around his finger.]

Make no mistake, I mean every word. And I think you might just agree with me, at least in part.

[Hmm, yes? It was a net positive despite the errant, ah, metaphorical fumbles? He steps sideways, to turn them both and lead Lorenz away from the window. Come away from there, it's fine...]

Certainly not, there's still plenty of disapproval.

[Huff! Don't... play with his hair Constantin. Stop being sweet this instant, you fiend.]

Perhaps escaping a well-deserved scolding...

[Because... fine. Fine! back over to the couch but once they're settled again he swats the blond lightly with his cravat, dropping it into his lap and perching on the edge of the couch with his head tilted up.]

You are going to fix this so that there's not even a chance of glimpsing it, however.

[A well-deserved scolding he can do without, thank you, O Generous Lorenz... Back on the couch he blinks at the cravat, picking it up and turning it over in his hands a few times idly as he watches Lorenz.

Does Lorenz even know— oh, he's being smug and disapproving, sure, this is some kind of facetious punishment, Constantin is certain; but does he know the attitude is also very appealing? From any other prissy noble he hadn't just thoroughly kissed it would be different, but ah...]

What would you do if I said I don't know how to tie one of these?

[He does, he's already scooting closer to do just that, but what if! And if he can't resist brushing his thumb over that little mark he's left as he tugs Lorenz's shirt collar into place, well, don't shove him again.]

I ought to resist encouraging this, but you're pretty when you've won, too.

[Punctuated by a pointed tug to his collar, leaning in to kiss him on the cheek before sitting back to work on his arduous task of cravat-tying.]

[Lorenz is allowed to be a little self-satisfied, thank you. He's been on the brink of a panic attack for weeks and has finally, today, managed to work through enough that he's made rather a lot of personal progress. Just be grateful you're the one that he indulged with Constantin!

That question earns him a scoff and an eyeroll, Lorenz' expression going haughty and disapproving its a familiar expression but there's something a little fun about it when there's a hint of teasing about it as well.]

I would tell you that dishonesty is unbecoming of a man of nobility... I expect better from you, Constantin~

[A sharp little click of his tongue, tsk tsk.

Lorenz doesn't really help his case though. Not when the gentle pressure of Constantin's thumb over the mark has him tilting his head, the gesture an offering despite orders to the contrary. A slow hum, righting himself to look at the blonde, something warm and wanting in his eyes though he says nothing about it. Yes, tell him he's pretty, tell him he's won something, even if it is something silly and petty like this. Yes.]

Don't be a fool, Constantin. I'm always pretty.

[Pfff, unbecoming... Almost everything he does is unbecoming of a man of nobility, or so he's always been told. That makes him smirk, especially the teasing lilt to his voice. Ohh, this guy--]

A prince could have you punished for such a disdainful attitude, but! I am much more pliant than my predecessors.

[Ha ha, nobility humor... He relishes that look, letting go of the cravat to stroke a fingertip down the line of Lorenz's throat appreciatively, practically appraisingly, like he's a genuine work of art. Mmph. A pretty face gets him every time. Yes, he's always pretty, it's very distracting.]

Calling me a fool isn't very nice...

[Pretty boys. Tut.]

If I am not Prime Minister here then you are no prince, either.... Even if you are certainly charming enough.

[Goddess but he does like having the other man's hands on him. Scandalous but true.]

I didn't call you a fool, I told you not to be one... Very different.

[And perhaps he had a thought to possibly reward him for good behavior if he did acknowledge how pretty Lorenz is. Pity he won't say it.]

You haven't met a lot of princes.

[Oop, but that's Daddy Issues, so never mind— back to the work at hand, touch gliding up to skim along his jawline and then his cheek. The cravat— well, he'll get to it. Lorenz didn't set a time limit in his rules for fixing it, so, in a bit.

Anyway:]

Hmm. Semantics. Perhaps I should only imply that you're beautiful.

[Daddy Issues and Survivor's Guilt. Ah yes, lets perhaps not talk about your princely status, Constantin. Much more interesting topics include how beautiful he is.

And how delightful the light trailing touches Constantin offers him are. The delicate touch creeping from the back of his jaw up onto his cheek earns a sigh, content, pleased. Oh these sorts of touches, light and exploratory and aimless... these are what will completely unravel him some day. A thought that makes his pulse jump under those clever fingers.]

Such a pity... perhaps... If I am not beautiful enough, I should deny you further touches.

Really, that's what you want? You had me fooled.

[Perhaps Constantin should be the one denying any more touch, actually. He does not, taking his sweet time to trail his hand back down from Lorenz's cheek to the nape of his neck, but maybe he should, just to see what happens.

But not right now.]

Would you rather I keep my hands to myself?

[The longer Constantin touches him the harder it is for him to maintain that smug pride and self-satisfaction. Breaths coming out as sighs again, the smile on his lips softening. His fingers slide back down to his neck, to the back of his neck, and Lorenz shudders.

Ah, they're supposed to be playing at this whole cat and mouse game, coy and teasing and Lorenz falls apart when Constantin's fingers skim through the short hairs at the back of his neck. He had every intention of saying something else but he's lost the thread entirely, responding to that question far too immediately.]

No! No... please-

[Ah— well, that's their little back and forth gone straight out the window, but that hasty response is endearing enough to make up for it. Constantin urges him closer so he can steal a kiss, now definitely not even pretending to fix his collar and cravat. He'll get there.

First, though, this quick kiss and another brush of his fingers across the back of his neck, slow but intentional. Hmm.]

You know... you can touch me.

[Below the neck, even! Just in case that was somehow not clear, ahem.]

[Another shiver, another sigh as he leans into that kiss. Constantin speaks, something warm and inviting and Lorenz slowly leans back. One hand slides up to draw the other man's away from his neck.]

That is not fair.

[Not playful now, not coy, even if it is soft, gentle. He's... not used to people touching him at all, having such a distracting weakness exposed makes him a little uncertain. The fact that he just melts into Constantin's whims with so little effort is a bit scary. It's something he needs time to think about, to try to mentally brace himself for. Which means he needs some time without Constantin's hands on him.

Instead of taking him up on that offer Lorenz shifts back on the couch a little, puts a bit more space between them.]

I'm sorry... that... wasn't fair. [He reaches over to take his cravat back, adjusting his collar himself this time, motions practiced and familiar as he ties the cravat into place.] As enjoyable as... all of this has been. I...

[Too much too fast and he sort of feels like he's reeling already. But if he keeps leaning on Constantin, touching him, no matter how innocent it might be intended it... clutters things up in his mind too easily.]

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