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[Daddy Issues and Survivor's Guilt. Ah yes, lets perhaps not talk about your princely status, Constantin. Much more interesting topics include how beautiful he is.

And how delightful the light trailing touches Constantin offers him are. The delicate touch creeping from the back of his jaw up onto his cheek earns a sigh, content, pleased. Oh these sorts of touches, light and exploratory and aimless... these are what will completely unravel him some day. A thought that makes his pulse jump under those clever fingers.]

Such a pity... perhaps... If I am not beautiful enough, I should deny you further touches.

Really, that's what you want? You had me fooled.

[Perhaps Constantin should be the one denying any more touch, actually. He does not, taking his sweet time to trail his hand back down from Lorenz's cheek to the nape of his neck, but maybe he should, just to see what happens.

But not right now.]

Would you rather I keep my hands to myself?

[The longer Constantin touches him the harder it is for him to maintain that smug pride and self-satisfaction. Breaths coming out as sighs again, the smile on his lips softening. His fingers slide back down to his neck, to the back of his neck, and Lorenz shudders.

Ah, they're supposed to be playing at this whole cat and mouse game, coy and teasing and Lorenz falls apart when Constantin's fingers skim through the short hairs at the back of his neck. He had every intention of saying something else but he's lost the thread entirely, responding to that question far too immediately.]

No! No... please-

[Ah— well, that's their little back and forth gone straight out the window, but that hasty response is endearing enough to make up for it. Constantin urges him closer so he can steal a kiss, now definitely not even pretending to fix his collar and cravat. He'll get there.

First, though, this quick kiss and another brush of his fingers across the back of his neck, slow but intentional. Hmm.]

You know... you can touch me.

[Below the neck, even! Just in case that was somehow not clear, ahem.]

[Another shiver, another sigh as he leans into that kiss. Constantin speaks, something warm and inviting and Lorenz slowly leans back. One hand slides up to draw the other man's away from his neck.]

That is not fair.

[Not playful now, not coy, even if it is soft, gentle. He's... not used to people touching him at all, having such a distracting weakness exposed makes him a little uncertain. The fact that he just melts into Constantin's whims with so little effort is a bit scary. It's something he needs time to think about, to try to mentally brace himself for. Which means he needs some time without Constantin's hands on him.

Instead of taking him up on that offer Lorenz shifts back on the couch a little, puts a bit more space between them.]

I'm sorry... that... wasn't fair. [He reaches over to take his cravat back, adjusting his collar himself this time, motions practiced and familiar as he ties the cravat into place.] As enjoyable as... all of this has been. I...

[Too much too fast and he sort of feels like he's reeling already. But if he keeps leaning on Constantin, touching him, no matter how innocent it might be intended it... clutters things up in his mind too easily.]

[Ah, alright. There's something disappointing about that, he can't deny it, but he sits back in turn, crossing his arms to resist reaching out and touching Lorenz again without thinking. Because that has a sort of finality to it, doesn't it? Constantin knows a this-has-been-fun-but-it's-done-now when he hears one.]

Fair enough! Perhaps some other time.

[Not even next time, just some other nebulous time, the offer is still open. He watches Lorenz tie the cravat, smiling faintly; all things considered, his efforts wouldn't have been quite so brisk and tidy.

Hmm.]

Well, I've enjoyed myself, as well. You are a fascinating man, you know.

[some other time Because it's absolutely expected that this sort of thing continues here, no matter how much he has to evaluate on a personal level. It makes him blush but there's also a level of excitement that comes from the offer he didn't expect. Another time... so he must not have mucked up his first kisses too terribly.]

I could say the same of you, Constantin. There are so many little things that seem familiar and then you expound on them and I find myself marveling at you all over again.

[An earnest smile even as he reaches for his waistcoat, shrugging into it to start fussing with the clasps and ties.]

And I still have every intention of mastering that... dance. What do you even call it?

[Some other time, indeed! Of course he offers; there's nothing quite the same as the earnest enthusiasm of all but unraveling at a few chaste touches. Lorenz might consider his efforts bumbling, but from Constantin's perspective, it's more... persuasive. So, of course.]

Hm—? Bourrée. Maybe you ought to wear different shoes next time.

[Unless all the extra loud tapping and clacking is part of his learning process...? Who knows. Anyway, one second, circling back... what's this about complimenting him!!]

Just what are you marveling about, exactly?

I don't have any other shoes.

[That at least gets a laugh from him.]

But... well your ability to seem simultaneously so simple and straightforward and also so unpredictable. I think I have an idea of how you'll answer something and you continuously surprise me. I've spent so many years in politics that having an actual unknown factor is... rather exciting.

[Oh, well... that's a sentiment he's heard before, actually, although it's never come with the positive twist. People don't often enjoy that unpredictability! So— he honestly doesn't know what to say to that, when it isn't phrased like an annoyance or an insult.

Happy to... entertain? No, that's nothing, never mind.]

Oh— sure. [Anyway... ahem.] Well! Can I walk you home? I feel as though I ought to...

[One does not simply kiss and run, that would be rude.]

[Lorenz purses his lips a little, weighing the options. Does he trust them both to keep their hands to themselves on the walk? Does he trust them both to simply say good evening and go their separate ways.

He has to stand for a moment, turning to draw his laces tight, fingers working quick and efficient. Practiced just like the way he tied the cravat. Lorenz stays there for a moment, draws in a shallow breath, lets it out slow and measured. He feels far more himself, bound up in the more restrictive layers of his suit. Breathing carefully again, posture perfect and no opportunity to actually crumble against Constantin's charms.]

I think that would be lovely. [A gentle smile as he turns, inclining his head towards the door. All prim and proper and certainly not a man that flusters at a touch or would ever have a hickey.]

[Constantin, ah, waits; he has no elaborate tidying up of his outfit to do, and it is at least interesting to watch Lorenz fuss over himself. He does seem to be feeling better the more fastenings he closes, something Constantin notes silently and puts the thought away for another time. Finally he hums and pushes up from the couch, stepping around Lorenz to get the door, holding it open with a flourish. Let's go, sir.]

After you! Particularly because you will have to give me directions.

[He cannot be a good escort when he doesn't actually know where Lorenz lives, so humor him and he'll at least be good company on the way.]

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