First... I shouldn't have put all my frustration towards you for all of it.
I encountered some other people I knew, and each had their own enchantment.
[ Great intro V, now get to it. ]
They're both uncomfortable and humiliating in different ways.
The first flower gave a fellow researcher a number of my memories from before Fellden. The way he looked at me afterwards was horrible, and then he could barely look at me at all.
The second flower was a much more insistent version of the mistletoe. I kissed someone I barely know out in the street.
Well, perhaps he'll come around. There is something to be learned about the magic in the flowers, after all.
[Right? Make it a research project. Anyway-]
I don't think I know anyone who fits the description of your forbidden beau. [constantin,] But you have met him before, yes? What is he like outside kissing?
Well, it was in the midst of my teen years? With time and effort I could perhaps give you something precise, not that it would mean very much, considering.
[Some people contain multitudes of years, it is super wild.]
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[ Unfortunate shit and all. ]
She's excited to experiment in the kitchen for you.
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[The pastries? Very tasty. But "experiment"...]
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[He's been poisoned, he would figure it out. Probably.]
If she is excited, then I will be the same!
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It's her first time having a home, she wants to hostess and be with friends. So thank you.
There were some other things that happened after I left you.
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[Does it matter how long they've already lived there? Nope! He'll bring something. Now then, the gossips? Lay it on him.]
What happened?
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I encountered some other people I knew, and each had their own enchantment.
[ Great intro V, now get to it. ]
They're both uncomfortable and humiliating in different ways.
The first flower gave a fellow researcher a number of my memories from before Fellden. The way he looked at me afterwards was horrible, and then he could barely look at me at all.
The second flower was a much more insistent version of the mistletoe. I kissed someone I barely know out in the street.
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Your fellow researcher cast judgment on you? I'm sorry for that. It hardly sounds fair for something outside your control.
But tell me all about who you've been kissing!
[The whiplash here is intense. Spill!!]
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I don't know if it was judgment so much as... overwhelmed. I think he felt much of, it's disturbing to feel like you're someone else, but not quite.
[ V super fucking knows, and then passed it on like a virus to Syr. ]
I will, but contain yourself. He's a Star Court claimed, near my height with dark curls.
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[Right? Make it a research project. Anyway-]
I don't think I know anyone who fits the description of your forbidden beau. [constantin,] But you have met him before, yes? What is he like outside kissing?
[Is he good enough for you, V...]
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Yes, at the New Year's ball under more mistletoe. Those let you escape if you hugged someone or said something polite to them though.
He gets along with Griffon too well, smells like cigarettes, but he's funny and doesn't notice much when I bully him.
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He gets along with Griffon? Does that mean he has terrible bird approval?
[Wild! Anyway, time to continue not containing himself:]
And is he a good kisser?
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[ That's part of his problem here. If he'd at least slightly known what he was doing, it might be less overwhelming and strange. ]
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[Kissing is surely not that complex, buddy.]
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Are you going to see him again?
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[But, ah, he is a hopeless romantic to the core, so-]
Unless it was actually terrible, but I have been assuming you wouldn't have told me if it was all that bad.
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Maybe it was just exciting because it was new.
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I suppose that could be it. I can't recall the first kiss I ever had, so it must have been dull.
[Or, he was drunk? It is a distinct possibility.]
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[ Right now this kiss feels seared in his mind, how did you forget. ]
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[Some people contain multitudes of years, it is super wild.]
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[ Do you think he's ready to make out with boys. ]
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I am twenty-six. In years. You will forget things eventually.
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How long is eventually.
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